Is there a such thing as being exhausted to death?
Cause if there is I feel three seconds from it.
I have no idea what’s going on. Is it the new routine? Is it seasonal? Is it illness? Is it something I am not guessing? Has J perfected siphoning away what little energy I have left?
I don’t know what the answer is but I do know that I sat down at around 9:30 this morning thinking I was going to just rest a second and didn’t move til almost 1:30pm. This is not necessarily good. I have stuff I need to be doing, places I need to be going and projects I need to be working on. My boy may go to school but that doesn’t mean mama gets to slack.
Yet slack I have. A lot.
I hope to have a great fundraising update very very soon but I have to wait til the end of the month for it. I am not avoiding anything, I think we have amazing news to share once we get it but I am not about to say anything final I get a complete confirmation from the Powers that Be.
Hope to have better posts soon.
Actually, I think its an adrenaline drop-off — you have been so focused and moving with such purpose (a good thing), that when you do get a rare moment of peace, the adrenaline leaves you, and you feel a real drop off. Its like having been on a caffeine or sugar rush, and it suddenly leaves your system, leaving you exhausted.
Allow yourself to go there – take a day off, take a nap, go for a walk, read a fun book! Then, shake yourself off, put one foot in front of the other and start again. Whatever you do , DO NOT feel guilty about taking a much-needed respite!!!!! XXXOOO