On July 28th, J broke his elbow from throwing his body around in an effort to self soothe/stim.
It’s what, 2.5 weeks later? He’s back to the same antics.
Crashes his face into the frame of the couch. Crashes his body onto the floor. Jumps off anything he possibly can.
On and on and on it goes.
When he has school and constant busy, this lessens, but I cannot keep up with the demand. My lower back is injured. My body is still not 100%.
This, atop so much else, is just a huge recipe for depression and self loathing.
Of course I know things get better. Nearly always, one way or another, they do. But tonight, as George R. R. Martin wrote in one of his books, “the night is dark and full of terrors.”